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Tuesday, September 25, 2007

love


"1.Love is something special, something which not everyone finds in their lifetime.
2.Love is more than just a feeling in the air.
3.Love is more than chemistry.
4.Love is being there for each other through thick and thin.
5.Love is quarrelling and making up.
6.Love is growing old together.
7.Love is watching your bodies fall apart together.
8.Love is mind blowing sex. ( I disagree, totally!)
9.Love is elusive.
10.Love is waking up on a Sunday morning to a kiss.
11.Love is sitting in the front yard with your husband at 70.
12.Love is walking hand in hand down the street.
13.Love is when you fall down and he picks you up.
14.Love is when he says ''i'll do the dishes'', and gives you a massage when you had a bad day at work.
15.Love is when you do vice versa.
16.Love is offering each other full support.
17.Love is patient.
18.Love is kind.
19.Love is about making sacrifices.
20.Love is kids.
21.Love is when your neighbours, friends and relatives are jealous because you've got something they don't.
22.Love is that fleeting glance you share that no one else understands.
23.Love is a warm comforting shoulder.
24.Love wont pay the bills.
25.Love creates and kills.
26.Love hurts.
27.Love is blinding.
28.Love is giving in even when maybe, you're in the right.
29.Love is unfathomable.
30.Love is deeper than an ocean and higher than a mountain.
31.Love is simple.
32.Love is special.
33.Love is refreshing, exciting.
34.Love makes you want to sing and dance and fly.
35.Love can also make you cry.
36.Love is about a lifetime.
37.Love is spontaneous.
38.Love is lasting.
39.Love is full of inexplicable contradictions.
40.Love is stupid.
41.Love is man's greatest weakness.
42.Love is also man's greatest strength.
43.Love is saying sorry to soothe matters.
44.Love is a silent force that not many are capable of controlling.
45.Love can make you or it can break you.
46.Love is two bleary eyed souls in the morning smiling at each other for no reason.
47.Love is indescribable.
48.Love is like a butterfly. ( Held too loosely, it flies away. Held too tightly, it's crushed)
49.Love is personal.
50.Love is a magnificent feeling that is misunderstood by many.
51.Love makes life meaningful.
52.Love is hard to find but easy to give."

saw this on serene's blog. whom she chanced upon from someone else (: nice

*throbs @14:35
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ignorance.

sometimes they say ignorance iz bliss. sometimes i beg to differ. but i still dont know why. i really dont know why all these matter so much. dont know why everything means so much to you.that i sometime cant help but find it hard to live by your standards and expectations.
i juz dont know why.

*throbs @01:01
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my 100th post. (:

the feeling of no strings attached iz great.
feels.. carefree and no worries and most of all there's nothing there for me to be concerned about anymore.. juz be me and do anything i like cuz i'm not afraid what others might say anymore. no strings attached (:

internet's been being a wilful kid lately. cant stand it, constantly throwing tantrums. boo. wish it would juz be a good thing and let my internet usage be smooth and pleasant instead of being ever so frustrating. grr

school starts on monday. life begins on monday.
til den it's resting and rejuvenating all the study cells that died during prelims :p well it was a good start with waking up at 1pm today. next up i tink i need retail therapy. haha x) fun. and more runs. desperately :D

yay.
and did i say yesterday was a wonderful day (: thank you!! for planning yesterday and squeezing everything that i wanted to do in a day. (: yay. watched RATATOUILLE!!!! wait. i dunno how to spell it. oops. well i wanted to catch that show (: and hey!! i tink it was a great show (: loves. especially the ending (: ate cheeseeeeeeeeeeeecake (: walked orchard and went up mount faber (: B-E-A-Uuuuuu-tiful :D
THANK YOU! (:

anyway i wanna get Sun's Embrace album (: went to her blog http://www.wretch.cc/blog/helloSUN and i love the song playing on it (: "gone" i'm thinking every other song in the album should be nice too (: worth getting.!!!! :D

*throbs @01:37
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Friday, September 21, 2007

end of prelims! (:


it's over it's over it's over it's over!!!!! (:

wahahahahahahaha.. PRELIMS IZ FINALLY OFFICIALLY OVER!!! (: den again it's not much because it's juz prelims.. there's still that last leg last lap that's left.. the final thing. bleh.

oh well! (: at least for now prelims iz over (: well the real thing should be easier i hope. den again we're not suppose to think because it's easier so easy on me. need to catch up for practically everything.
get my physics concepts right.
get my chemistry knowledge right.
get my math technique perfect.
get my econs facts right.
get my GP content into my puny little brain.

but til sunday i'm on my break!!!! (: well maybe it might extent a little afterall.. x)

so jud and i went for a run after papers today.. haha.. feels so unfit la. bleh. knee's been acting up pretty much lately.. thought it might not be able to sustain my weight.. but seems like it was good during the short run. muz be my knee missing its runs too much that it's trying to tell me to give it its workout. tsk :D

on a sidenote...
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHUANLILILILILIIIIII!!!! (:
waha. yesterday was lili's birthday :p and we had to have paper on that day. sorry chuan we didn't celebrate!!!! ): still may you be as smart as you always are and be that funky "clubber" you always will be! x) once a "clubber" always a "clubber"!!!!! :D waha!

*throbs @11:42
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Tuesday, September 18, 2007

brother nick! + prelims update!


so here's finally the post i was suppose to update.
prelims hasn't ended but the more major papers are done, juz left 2MCQ papers on thursday and friday. gosh. don't ask me how were the papers cuz.. NO COMMENTS!!!

waha! (: so here's brother nick (:

this iz the guy!!!!!! i gave him a hug!! (: omg.!! he's juz so cool okay!! SO REALLY COOL (: the thing about him iz he's born without limbs. check it out http://www.lifewithoutlimbs.org/

well (: it really was a blessing to have seen him and heard him share his message.. even in the photo, his smile iz juz so.. sincere (: wish i could be juz as optimistic and so like him. (: even though i was still happily expecting my favourite pastor to preach but hey, this was a rare opportunity and i didn't miss it. i'm glad (:

bleh. i really cant forget the short clip played.. especially the section where brother nick and his wheelchair drove across the screen.... and den back the other direction with him chasing his wheelchair.. and den back again with the wheelchair chasing him!!!! :D

so juz a few things he shared (:
"victory in our circumstances doesn't mean our circumstances changing. But it more of God changing our heart first before changing or enabling us to overcome our circumstance."
"sometimes we are going through our circumstances so as to prepare ourselves from helping others in future!"
"there is no joy in my circumstance but there is joy in the purpose of my circumstance.. and it doesn't mean if you cant see the purpose means it's not there! there's a time for everything! juz simply trust!"

and last but not least, "it is through our weaknesses that God shows himself strong"

now that's true when i'm weak You are strong, You're my feet when i cannot move on.

so yes! i'm making Brother Nick my motivation and inspiration (: thank you CHC for inviting him over to bless me so much (:

well side tracking a little....
BK mentioned this term which i found really nice and haha nice (: "trench buddy". trench buddy. (applicable? i hope)

*throbs @22:28
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Sunday, September 16, 2007

wallet's back!


THEY FOUND MY WALLET!!!!!!!!!!!

haha (: yayness coolness happiness!!!!! i was singing while walking to the busstop and even though i missed my bus because of the traffic light i couldn't help it!!! simply OVERJOYED!!! (:

thanks yaoyao for offering to buy me a new wallet though x)

so the adventure of my wallet iz such..
apparently mr thief stole my wallet. *duh* so after taking the mere $5 cash and the cashcard of $2 stored value, he left my wallet everything else untouched at attributes bookshelf. not a very good deal for the thief :D so today, some attributes person called james called. :D finding my wallet and thinking i muz have left it on the shelf last sunday. x) seeing my attributes membership card, checked my particulars through the database and ta-da!!!

WALLET'S BACK!!! (:

so membership cards have their benefits too (:

THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!
$100 saved from making a new IC (:
thank you God.! (:

*throbs @02:08
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Saturday, September 15, 2007

big girls dont cry lyrics


"Big Girls Don't Cry"
Fergie

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I

We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

La Da Da Da Da Da

*throbs @03:43
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Sunday, September 09, 2007

i lost my wallet.!


i..
lost my wallet lost my wallet lost my wallet lost my wallet!!!!

rah!! please my dear darling wallet if you hear your mummy calling you pleaseeeeeee reply and come home!!!

anyone who sees my darling precious wallet please kindly return it to her wailing mummy who misses her wallet truckloads! ah!

bleh. sorry for losing my wallet. and thanks singyee and david for being there when i lost my wallet. argh. how smart of me la. NOT SMART!!! ): still, thanks singyee for lending me coins to take bus home. i managed to board with 55cents. thanks david for being there and going to the police post with me, though it was closed. (and i thought police posts were really suppose to be 24hours) oh well!! polices need their rests too!

talking bout bus uncle. it still really iz a blessing this nice bus captain was really very nice and understanding (: thank you uncle!! i went up and juz told him i'm a JC student and i lost my wallet.. he took it at that and allowed me up the bus with student fare even though i was dressed up a little more (: thank you!!! normally bus captains will still make me pay adult fare right.? dunno.. never paid using cash before. bleh.

so yeah. police post tmr morning. i need my EZlink card desperately. IC can wait. sigh..!!

still it's a blessing in disguise.
like i learnt today in brother nic's preaching. there's no joy in my circumstance(obviously) but there's joy in the purpose of my circumstance(new wallet!!).. plus we shld look not at what you dun have, but what we have (: right.? so yeah.. big fat boo to the thief if my wallet was stolen..!!!! cuz there's more precious things left untouched (:

still i cant deny that i lost my wallet. rah!


oh ya. happy one year anniversary to the 1screw and 2staples in my knee (: how fast time flies. 365day have passed me by. (: happy first year birthday! hope you guys aren't rusting inside of me x)

*throbs @01:52
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Thursday, September 06, 2007

no strings attatched.?


no strings attached
iz that really possible.?
i wonder. maybe i should not. i wish to juz leave this hanging here. no more things to add, cuz i dun want to know what's to come. contradictory but i'd rather not know than to cost this all., spoil it all.
"vanilla iz white, first it's cold then it's sweet, sweet iz good."
-danny(jet li), "unleashed"
spells innocence.

random.

*throbs @07:48
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Sunday, September 02, 2007

random


hi again (:

been going out to study and reaching home at late hours of recent. feels kinda draining. but still that's life for me now. mugger's life. still doubt it's mugger enough, feels like i'm not working hard enough, feels like there's a shortage of time, dun feel prepared enough.. sigh. am i really gonna juz go down like this.? no way. i need to be enlightened. sit down and really juz indulge in those notes and MEMORY work. ARGH sighhhh.

well..
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY to all the teachers out there! (: thank you for erm putting up with this bunch of really erm mischeivious kids and always being patient with us! and hey guess what 05/06!! mr basil chan actually said it's fun teaching us (: cool.

so juz a little nice keepsake from service today (:
ailin helped me put on a little makeup juz before service (:

dun we juz all look lovely.? x)
and this iz it.
the next event after captain's ball league championships.

PROJECT RUNWAY.the fashion showcase of the season. dress to impress. 1845hrs at clarke quay, the riverwalk.
it's the time for you to show us what you have to offer - show us the sharp, hip, trendy, classic and stylish side of you. show us what you have to offer both on the outside and on the inside as well. dun miss it. join us. contact me and i'll see you there! (: project runway awaits you.

that came out like an advertisement :D do join us for project runway. treat it as a break from all the mugging. (:

*throbs @02:01
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